Situation Or Depression? There’s A Difference

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I had a major meltdown Monday. I can't recall the last time I felt that alone, that isolated from my friends & family, or that upset. I'm certain it's happened before, but Monday was simply too much, too soon, and way too intensely upsetting. I vividly remember scrolling through my contacts list at one point, … Continue reading Situation Or Depression? There’s A Difference

The Link Between Chronic Migraine And Depression

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http://www.healthline.com/health/migraine/link-between-chronic-migraine-and-depression#1

I’m Going To Use…

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This about sums it up for me today, people! I went to bed feeling like this. 😦 I woke up feeling like this. 😦 And as the morning has progressed, I'm trying to talk myself off a ledge. Let it not go without saying that the work two doors down is not yet complete, so … Continue reading I’m Going To Use…

Bright, Blue, and Dark

2015-09-14 Miss Poison Depression, Exhaustion, Feelings, Fibromyalgia, Honesty, Mondays, Musings, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Writing Depression, Exhaustion, Mondays, Moods, Musings, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Sadness, September, Stress, Writing

Despite what the Migraine app claims, I slept horribly (hours don't count unless it's quality sleep). Under normal circumstances the fact that I took two Benadryl for my allergies would mean I would have gotten an extra 2-3 hours of sleep. Alas, around 5:00 a.m. I was haunted by Case Study #2. Note To Self: Change … Continue reading Bright, Blue, and Dark

Pull The Covers Up And Leave Me Alone

2015-08-312015-09-02 Miss Poison Being Real, Depression, Emotional Pain, Exhaustion, Honesty, Life, Musings, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Writing Care, Darkness, Depression, Emotional Pain, Family, Friendship, Frustration, Honesty, Isolation, Life, Loneliness, Love, Medication, Mental Health, Misery, Musings, Pain, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Support, Unhappiness, Writing

I'm a pretty dark person. I have a wicked sense of humor and I'll say anything goofy to make someone laugh, but when it's my life, there isn't a lot I perceive as humorous. I'm not the kind of person who laughs at someone else's pain or who enjoys hearing about someone's breakups, divorces, illnesses, … Continue reading Pull The Covers Up And Leave Me Alone

As Real As It Gets

2015-08-122015-08-12 Miss Poison August, Being Real, Depression, Emotional Pain, Emotions, Empathy, God/Goddess, Grief/Grieving, Honesty, Inner Voice, Intuition, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Rebirth, Reflection, Stages Of Grief, Strength, Writing Agony, Depression, Honesty, Misery, Pain, Personal Reflection, Pieces Of Me, Rebirth, Struggles, Suicide, Writing

WARNING: Potential Triggers I'm a ridiculously intuitive person, which has the tendency of scaring people if they aren't used to it. I live my life paying attention to the same things most people ignore. However, it is virtually impossible to ignore your body and mind when they're screaming at you. No matter what bad thing … Continue reading As Real As It Gets

I Revealed My Mental Illness and Lost My Best Friend

2015-08-082015-08-09 Miss Poison Articles, False Friends, Mental Health Anxiety, Articles, Bipolar Disorder, Depression, Health, Mental Illness

http://www.cosmopolitan.com/lifestyle/advice/a5905/mental-illness-best-friend/?src=spr_FBPAGE&spr_id=1440_219766517 Has this happened to anyone else?

No Amount Of Love…

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“No amount of love can cure madness or unblacken one's dark moods. Love can help, it can make the pain more tolerable, but, always, one is beholden to medication that may or may not always work and may or may not be bearable” ―Kay Redfield Jamison

Once Upon A Time

2015-07-262015-07-26 Miss Poison Honesty, Letting Go, Men, Non-Fiction, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Relationships, Things That Enrage Me, Thoughts, Writing A Life Of Storms, Abuse, Addiction, Adversity, Bad Boys, Betrayal, Bravery, Broken Promises, Cheating, Choices, Commitment, Control, Courage, Decisions, Depression, Drug Addiction, Drug Rehab, Drugs, Eminem, Emotional Abuse, Emotional Pain, Empowerment, Events That Change Us, Faith, Fight, Fire, Free Yourself Of Toxic B.S. & People, Harley Davidson, Healing, Healthy Attitudes, Honesty, Hostility, Knowing When To Say No, Knowledge, Lies, Life Challenges, Living, Love, Marriage, Memories, Men, My Own Private Hell, Non-Fiction, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Positive Change, Power, Reality, Rebirth, Respecting Yourself, Rihanna, Scars, Strength, Stupidity, Survival, Tattoos, The Wrong Relationships, Thoughts, Toxic People, Toxic Relationships, Transformation, Truth, Walking Away, Wisdom, Women's Issues, Writing

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uelHwf8o7_U Once upon a time, in an extremely bizarre reality, I was in a relationship I should not have been in. The warning signs were there, but some people burn so brightly that you don’t seem to notice you’re going up in flames and turning to ash. Immensely large red flares of danger were being … Continue reading Once Upon A Time