I had a plan for this year. It backfired, backslided, & royally fucked up. I remain annoyed with myself, frustrated by ongoing and new health issues, and I am more than a little pissed off, and yet, highly emotional. This lead in is to say, all of my posts will be out of order, hopefully … Continue reading It Is All A Little Backwards (Perhaps A Lot)
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Greetings & Returns
Today felt like a decent opportunity to hop on and try to say something of substance. It sounds great in my head, but there are no guarantees for how it flows in front of you. All I am giving for now is effort, which is better than nothing at all on a site I do … Continue reading Greetings & Returns
Wound Up, Fucked Up, and Everything In Between
The days and weeks have, unfortunately, blown by. Many have been incredibly unkind. I rarely know what day it is anymore. But today, it dawned on me how long it had been since I'd updated. I am not going to apologize, because it'll sound like a broken record. None of us wants this. It's annoying, … Continue reading Wound Up, Fucked Up, and Everything In Between
Tempus Fugit
Indeed, time flies. It's the end of July, and I have no idea where this year has gone. One minute I'm discussing a specific holiday or event, and the next thing I know, BAM, it's all in the past and cannot be relived. I know I will blink, and it will be Fall. Things are … Continue reading Tempus Fugit
Emotional Support?
At the beginning of last month, my world began to cave in on me. There's nothing like finding yourself on a city street feeling confused, disoriented, and so stressed, you couldn't even figure out where you were, or why. I was unsafe and needed to quickly get to safety. Once I did, my brain couldn't … Continue reading Emotional Support?
All The Messy Shit (At Least It’s Honest)
If you've wondered where I've been and what I've been up to, Instagram was probably a good place to start. I wasn't posting too much of the personal journey, which is ongoing, but I was active enough to make a dent in this crazy world of balancing life with social media activity. When it comes … Continue reading All The Messy Shit (At Least It’s Honest)
Wondering When It Gets Better
It's hard to believe tomorrow is February, but it's harder still to believe how sick I am. This virus is no joke. A few days and I'll feel better? Not so much. Third bottle of cough medicine. Insomnia and parasomnia. The overall feeling this will not go away because it was a misdiagnosis on top … Continue reading Wondering When It Gets Better
