My Life Is Not an ‘Acceptable Loss’ During the COVID-19 Pandemic

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https://themighty.com/2020/06/life-devalued-covid-19-chronic-illness/? I, too, have noticed what is most important to people. The shallow depths are obnoxious as hell. People are behaving as if this is suddenly over and life can go back to "normal". Life is doing no such thing, and the sooner you come to terms with it, the better off you'll be. The … Continue reading My Life Is Not an ‘Acceptable Loss’ During the COVID-19 Pandemic

Everything In Its Own Time

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Out Of Sorts, And Then Some…

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I'd like to thank the two people who reached out to me with messages of encouragement, respect, and kindness after my last post about how horrible I am feeling (My feelings have only worsened.). Steven & Tasha; your words genuinely helped me and, from the bottom of my heart, they meant the world to me. … Continue reading Out Of Sorts, And Then Some…

The Ledge

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I'm on the verge of letting go today. There's no way to pretty it up or sugar-coat the amount of pain I am in, both physically and emotionally. I've had enough. Reached the boiling point. Feel as though I am trapped in a maze of never-ending bullshit, and I cannot take another second of this. … Continue reading The Ledge

Personal Year In Review

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I wish I had fabulous things to share here as I look back on 2016, the year itself as a complete "body of work", as opposed to how I genuinely feel about it. Here's the unadulterated truth; I'm filled with mixed emotions, anger, pain, and the more I think about it, additional anger on top … Continue reading Personal Year In Review

I Refuse…

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Live It Without Apologies

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An Amazing Thing Happens

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National Kitten Day

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Today is National Kitten Day! 🙂 You've all heard me go on about my love for cats, and have heard me talk about Cat and Kitten. My relationship with cats evolved from childhood into adulthood. My mother's cat was rescued out of a rose bush as a kitten. My mother was a dog person, so … Continue reading National Kitten Day

Triggers

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December. My new month, chock full of triggers. I woke up Thursday morning and didn't know where I was. From the colors around me, to the sounds; I was completely and utterly disoriented. And then, it came crashing down on me in one fell swoop; it's December 1st. Last year, my life changed drastically on … Continue reading Triggers