Current Mood

2019-06-162019-06-16 Miss Poison Emotional Pain, Emotions, Feelings, Images/Photos/Quotes Anger, Emotional Pain, Feelings, Hurt, Images/Photos/Quotes, No Support, Outraged, Rage, Reggie Nulan

Deeply hurt. Pissed. Angrier than a hornets nest. No one knows what's coming next, but they should be cautious. The water ISN'T safe to play with.

This Changes Everything

2018-10-232018-10-24 Miss Poison Depression, Emotional Abuse, Emotional Pain, Emotions, Honesty, Non-Fiction, October, Pain, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Safety, Thoughts, Writing Anxiety, Being Real, Complex PTSD, Depression, Emotional Abuse, Emotional Pain, Harm, Life, Mental Health, Migraines, Misery, Observations, Pain, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Potential Trigger Warning, Safety, Truth, Writing

Authors' Note: POTENTIAL TRIGGER WARNING If you cannot handle an honest take on life and discussions of depression and mental health, please do not read below this image. Thank you. It didn’t set in until this month. The majority of my days are Groundhog Day-esque. Lather, rinse, repeat. Dull. Uninteresting. Zero challenge involved. Over time, … Continue reading This Changes Everything

Nobody Knows The Real Me

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Full Frost Supermoon In Taurus

2016-11-142016-11-14 Miss Poison Emotions, Full Frost Moon, Full Frost SuperMoon In Taurus, Full Moon, November, SuperMoon, Taurus, Wicca, Writing Change, Emotions, Energy, Full Frost SuperMoon In Taurus, Full Moon, God/Goddess, November, SuperMoon, Taurus, Wicca, Writing

A SuperMoon not only affects nature, such as the tides and wildlife, it also affects us. Our emotions will be heightened, our senses will be sharp, things that were hidden or in the shadows can now be seen. The November Full Moon is also known as the Full Frost Moon, so-called because the frost and … Continue reading Full Frost Supermoon In Taurus

Empty

2015-10-24 Miss Poison Emotions, Feelings, Honesty, Life, Musings, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Writing Cat and Kitten, Feelings, Life, Musings, Negativity, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Thinking Positive, Writing

I might be writing this from the afterlife. Why would I say that? Because the truly gruesome bruises are gone, there's not a scratch in sight, and I feel...nothing. Perhaps empty would be the correct word. That can't possibly be normal. Though my warm shower definitely reminded me that my left knee is far from okay. I … Continue reading Empty

As Real As It Gets

2015-08-122015-08-12 Miss Poison August, Being Real, Depression, Emotional Pain, Emotions, Empathy, God/Goddess, Grief/Grieving, Honesty, Inner Voice, Intuition, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Rebirth, Reflection, Stages Of Grief, Strength, Writing Agony, Depression, Honesty, Misery, Pain, Personal Reflection, Pieces Of Me, Rebirth, Struggles, Suicide, Writing

WARNING: Potential Triggers I'm a ridiculously intuitive person, which has the tendency of scaring people if they aren't used to it. I live my life paying attention to the same things most people ignore. However, it is virtually impossible to ignore your body and mind when they're screaming at you. No matter what bad thing … Continue reading As Real As It Gets

Unfancy

2015-06-192015-06-19 Miss Poison Animals, Cats, Dogs, Emotions, Father's Day, Life, Musings, Writing Cats, Dogs, Life, Musings, Writing

There is no nice way to say "I feel like shit." I thought about it and decided I wasn't going to attempt to gloss it over. That's like buying heavily scented cat litter with the idea in mind that roses will make it all better. Unfortunately, no matter what you do, shit is still shit. … Continue reading Unfancy

Beltane Blessings To All

2015-05-012015-05-01 Miss Poison Beltane, Blessings, Editing, Emotions, Fibromyalgia, Fridays, Life, Loss, May, Migraines, Musings, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Work, Writing Beltane, Hockey, Loss, Loved Ones, May, Migraines, Musings, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, Poison In Lethal Doses, Writing

Beltane Blessings everyone! 🙂 I wish I were able to enjoy this holiday as I once did, but seeing as how it is the anniversary of a loved ones' death, it's still a bitter pill to swallow. Tomorrow is the 7th anniversary of the death of a beloved cat, so I've decided to take it … Continue reading Beltane Blessings To All

Grief Is

2014-12-23 Miss Poison Dad, Death, Emotions, Feelings, Grief/Grieving, Honesty, In Memory, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Respect, Survival, The Holiday Season, Writing Being Real, Dad, Grieving, Honesty, Loss, Poison In Lethal Doses, Writing

Grief is like a snowflake? If you want to be poetic about it, okay. If you want to be honest about it, which I am going to be, grief is a demonic fucker that sneaks up on you when you least expect it. I buried my father seven years ago today. The morning of the … Continue reading Grief Is