Feelings
The Heart Mourns…
"The heart mourns people and places and returns to them in dreams…” ―John Geddes
Days…
I was up early this morning. I'm going to tackle what I can today (Important mid-Spring cleaning.), and whatever can't be tackled today can be done another day. Bits and pieces until it's clean, packed up, and done. It's hard to think about, especially coming off of a week full of pain, sickness, and stress. … Continue reading Days…
Sinking
The precise word I've used to describe the hell I've been going through is, "Sinking." I say this to my doctor at least twice a month; "I'm sinking." He gets a confused/torn look on his face and tries to distract me with questions. I'm thisclose to losing my patience. 🙄 I worry that one day, … Continue reading Sinking
This Says It All
One of my goals for next year is to clear out people who are like this. Declutter your life, your home, your relationships with friends and family, etc. That's what January is looking like for me. I will not remain tied to people who have no respect for me or my time/effort. Match the energy … Continue reading This Says It All
I Was His Exception…
“I was his exception, and as much as I had tried to fight my feelings, he was mine.” ―Jamie McGuire
Deep, Dark Hole
All too often, people are made to feel ashamed for suffering from anything people can't visibly see. How sad it is that we live in a world where you'd receive more help and kindness for breaking a leg, as opposed to suffering for the rest of your life? A sick, depraved world; that's what you … Continue reading Deep, Dark Hole
Stressors and Triggers
I intended to write something specific today, but my mood is bringing me deep down. That's when I know I need a break, a distraction, and perhaps a six month long vacation away from daily stressors and triggers. Alas, I settled for a stack of good books. When you're writing about certain topics, it is … Continue reading Stressors and Triggers
Pre-Thanksgiving Jitters
Hello, everyone. It's been a minute, and the reality is, I've been sick for over a month. 😦 I haven't had any real energy, and I've struggled with not getting enough sleep and then getting too much sleep, if too much sleep is actually a real thing. <Sigh> According to my body, it isn't. Fighting … Continue reading Pre-Thanksgiving Jitters
