Healing Comes In Waves…

Image 2019-08-202019-08-20 Miss Poison Emotional Pain, Images/Photos/Quotes Chronic Pain, Complex PTSD, Emotional Pain, Healing, Migraines, Suffering, Torture, Trauma

If it comes at all... 😔 Yeah, I'm having a rough fucking week. I'm writing my thoughts and will be back with a full post ASAP.

Current Mood

2019-06-162019-06-16 Miss Poison Emotional Pain, Emotions, Feelings, Images/Photos/Quotes Anger, Emotional Pain, Feelings, Hurt, Images/Photos/Quotes, No Support, Outraged, Rage, Reggie Nulan

Deeply hurt. Pissed. Angrier than a hornets nest. No one knows what's coming next, but they should be cautious. The water ISN'T safe to play with.

Eleven Years Ago

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I buried my father eleven years ago today. It is the exact day; a cold Sunday that seemed to go on forever. When a funeral home employee pulled me aside that day and asked me to identify the body, I tried holding my brother back, in an attempt to shield him from what I'd just … Continue reading Eleven Years Ago

It Is Not Seen As Insane…

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“It is not seen as insane when a fighter, under an attack that will inevitable lead to his death, chooses to take his own life first. In fact, this act has been encouraged for centuries, and is accepted even now as an honorable reason to do the deed. How is it any different when you … Continue reading It Is Not Seen As Insane…

What We Don’t Need

2018-11-052018-11-13 Miss Poison Images/Photos/Quotes Brene Brown, Emotional Abuse, Emotional Pain, Honesty, Images/Photos/Quotes, Struggle, Suicidal Ideation, Truth, Zero Support

I'm going through a rough time right now. I'm only discussing it fully with a few people, but it's difficult as hell and I live in constant fear that someone else's mistakes, which I have been informed are likely good in nature, yet illegal, will destroy what little of a life I have. Every single … Continue reading What We Don’t Need

This Changes Everything

2018-10-232018-10-24 Miss Poison Depression, Emotional Abuse, Emotional Pain, Emotions, Honesty, Non-Fiction, October, Pain, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Safety, Thoughts, Writing Anxiety, Being Real, Complex PTSD, Depression, Emotional Abuse, Emotional Pain, Harm, Life, Mental Health, Migraines, Misery, Observations, Pain, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Potential Trigger Warning, Safety, Truth, Writing

Authors' Note: POTENTIAL TRIGGER WARNING If you cannot handle an honest take on life and discussions of depression and mental health, please do not read below this image. Thank you. It didn’t set in until this month. The majority of my days are Groundhog Day-esque. Lather, rinse, repeat. Dull. Uninteresting. Zero challenge involved. Over time, … Continue reading This Changes Everything

A Decade

2018-05-172018-05-17 Miss Poison My Mother, Poison In Lethal Doses, Writing A Decade, Emotional Pain, Honesty, Loss, Love, May, My Mother, Poison In Lethal Doses, Writing

If I added up the minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, and years I have spent missing my mother, I am pretty sure it would be an astronomical number. All those moments have brought me to this day; the tenth anniversary. A decade without my mother. It makes me sick to my stomach, putting the words … Continue reading A Decade

Every Witch Way, But Mostly Dead

2018-04-082018-04-08 Miss Poison Chronic Illness, Chronic Pain, Complex PTSD, Depression, Emotional Pain, Enough, Escape, Exhaustion, Fibromyalgia, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder, Writing April, Complex PTSD, Depression, Emotional Pain, Empty, Fibromyalgia, Observations, Physical Pain, Stress, Survival, Triggers, Writing, Zero Emotional Support

Authors' Note: **POTENTIAL TRIGGER WARNING** Yes, the title is spelled correctly. Yes, it's intentional. Most of my weekends are spent doing things I'd rather not do. The weekends were once my refuge for sleep, quiet, peace, laughter, productivity, cooking, more laughter, and space. They are now filled with rushed moments, trying to pack a lot … Continue reading Every Witch Way, But Mostly Dead

Depression and Suicidal Ideations Are the Monsters Inside My Head

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**Potential Trigger Warning** https://themighty.com/2017/09/depression-suicide-monster-inside-my-head/

Trying To Cope

2017-07-06 Miss Poison Writing Emotional Pain, Emotional Support, Family, Friends, Honesty, Hurting, Loved Ones, Pain, People, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Suffering, Upset, Writing

Have you ever wondered if you're trying too hard? If you have to question yourself, then you probably are. But what if you're being told that you aren't trying hard enough? It's incredibly confusing, and downright counterintuitive, to have someone tell you you're not trying hard enough when they don't actually see how hard you … Continue reading Trying To Cope