Passion or Stress

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I Didn’t Sign Up For This

2020-01-22 Miss Poison Cats, Writing Anxiety, Bad Days, Cat and Kitten, Depression, Friendship, Love, Loyalty, Stress, Trust, Unconditional Love

I'm having one of those days where anxiety & stress are overwhelming. Two steps away from hyperventilating, overwhelming. No, I don't need pity or to talk to anyone. I'm safe and will (probably) live to see another day. I considered calling my doctor or texting someone, and then chose not to do either. I'm that … Continue reading I Didn’t Sign Up For This

Today’s Mood

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Sharing Color

2019-07-192019-07-19 Miss Poison Poison In Lethal Doses Being Sick, Checking In, Complex PTSD, Flowers, Massachusetts, Nature, Photos, Poison In Lethal Doses, Stress

I've been having a terrible, rough time of late. I started writing about it, and was too sick to finish what I was writing, but I'll get there. As we head into this excruciatingly hot weekend (115 degrees with heat, heat index, and high humidity, as well as a few nights in the 90s), I … Continue reading Sharing Color

Tuesday Thoughts

2019-06-11 Miss Poison Migraines, Poison In Lethal Doses, Writing Emotions, Exhaustion, Health, June, Life, Migraines, Musings, Poison In Lethal Doses, Stress, Treatment Methods, Writing

Hello one and all. I hope you're having a great start to the week. My procedure yesterday afternoon went okay. I think I've just gotten used to it, though my anxiety was still pretty awful. Usually there's an epic migraine and so much physical pain after this treatment that I come back, feed my cats, … Continue reading Tuesday Thoughts

Tools of The Trade

2019-06-082019-06-08 Miss Poison Books, Photos, Reading, Writing Anxiety, Books, Cassandra Clare, Emotions, Musings, Next Level Basic, Pens, Queen of Air and Darkness, Reading, Red Scrolls of Magic, Sadness, Stassi Schroeder, Stress, Wesley Chu, Writing

Being without my laptop has been trying these past few weeks. I'm SO READY to be writing and creating, and I hate being stalled. Poor thing is a very expensive paperweight at the moment. 😔 I don't want my creativity to dry up or meltdown. If anything, it's ramped up considerably. Talk about frustrating! I … Continue reading Tools of The Trade

Feeling Like A Hostage Negotiator

2019-05-312019-05-31 Miss Poison Writing Computer Drama, Delays, Health, May, Musings, My Brother, Poison In Lethal Doses, Stress, Writing

What's the holdup? Basically, my laptop will no longer charge and needs to be replaced. It's been too long already without being able to write, and I'm slowly losing my mind. I'm trying to hunt down a temporary replacement. Something used since I can't yet afford the model I need, and the manufacturer doesn't offer … Continue reading Feeling Like A Hostage Negotiator

In Your Life…

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"In your life, you may at times feel you have worked so hard, and you have done every single thing you could in your power to earn your way and be a good person. You have given and given and given — trying never to keep score or be a burden to others. You tried … Continue reading In Your Life…

I Heard…

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This quote is basically my new norm. I had to make a serious decision this year regarding my health, and ultimately I had to choose to make my health my first priority. There was no one to consult with on that. No one was going to prioritize it if I didn't do it myself; a … Continue reading I Heard…

Dazed, Confused, and Out Of Sorts

2018-06-022018-06-08 Miss Poison June, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Writing Feelings, Health, June, Musings, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Stress, Thoughts, Writing

I'm running out of ways to describe my current state of mind. Earlier this week I had a different sense of self, and then I came home to discover I had lost my house key and the remote for the alarm. Thankfully, they were found and brought to "Lost & Found". I received a return … Continue reading Dazed, Confused, and Out Of Sorts