From Scratch

2019-04-032021-04-03 Miss Poison Honesty, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Writing Anxiety, Authenticity, Chronic Pain, Depression, Effort, Emotions, Erased, Feelings, Fibromyalgia, Health, Honesty, Learning, Life, Migraines, Musings, Observations, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Relationships, Thoughts, Truth, Trying, Untreated Pain, Writing

Two days. That's all it took to completely erase me. My entire past and much of the present; things I've held onto tightly because I believed I had something in life worth fighting for. I still had hope. I believed in the responsibility. I believed in keeping specific things, and people, alive, and sacred. Now, … Continue reading From Scratch

Musings Of An Unquiet Mind

2019-02-082019-02-08 Miss Poison Family, Friendship, Poison In Lethal Doses, Relationships, Writing Family, February, Friendships, Honesty, Images/Photos/Quotes, Life, Love, Loyalty, Musings, Observations, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Protective Nature, Relationships, Toxic People, Writing

My closest friends and family, my loved ones, are the absolute BEST reflection of who I am. When you have healthy self-respect, self-esteem, dignity, a seemingly unending source of inner strength, and an innate sense of self, you don't wait for some mythological superhero to rescue you. You're your own damn hero, and I'm SO PROUD of … Continue reading Musings Of An Unquiet Mind

Dosvedanya Yanvar (Goodbye January)

2019-01-312019-01-31 Miss Poison Writing Doctors, Honesty, Injury, Musings, Pain Management, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Writing

I mostly rank this month with a gigantic middle finger. January did me dirty in more ways than one. I don't really know how, when, or if I'll recover from the deeper damage caused. I saw the spine specialist this week. He gave me three options as a potential diagnosis and then tried to send … Continue reading Dosvedanya Yanvar (Goodbye January)

Update

2019-01-152019-01-21 Miss Poison Writing Observations, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Update, Writing

Quick hello to all the new subscribers, and those of you who've been here for years. It really warmed my heart to see the numbers jump. Having been notified recently that I was once again named an "Inspiring Writer To Read" for 2018, it really is icing on the cake to see readership go up. … Continue reading Update

Last Sunday

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Last Sunday afternoon I was hit in my lower back at a small, local grocery store. The woman who hit me slammed her full shopping cart into me, and it was heavy. I could feel things in my lower back scream in agony at me. I immediately knew this was BAD. Instead of reacting … Continue reading Last Sunday

Next Chapter

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Last year was a beast. I am cautiously optimistic that I can achieve my goals this year, but after spending the entire day sick, I can only hope tomorrow will be better. It's time to manifest good things. What are some of your 2019 goals?

Tomorrow

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This year had good, bad, brutal, highs, lows, bottomless pits, and here I sit, still sick as hell from an eye doctor appointment (The only reason the doctor survived it is because she was extremely pregnant. I will never go back.). It's been over nine hours and my eyes are still heavily dilated and SO … Continue reading Tomorrow

Eleven Years Ago

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I buried my father eleven years ago today. It is the exact day; a cold Sunday that seemed to go on forever. When a funeral home employee pulled me aside that day and asked me to identify the body, I tried holding my brother back, in an attempt to shield him from what I'd just … Continue reading Eleven Years Ago

Sixth Anniversary

2018-12-19 Miss Poison Writing Advocacy, December, Honesty, Manifestation, Patience, Patients, Sixth Anniversary, Strength, Truth, Wordpress, Work, Writing

Today is my sixth anniversary on WordPress. I can't believe how far I've come since sitting down on a particularly benign day, and saying "Why not?" It was a harmless move and thought, and I can say I am BLESSED to have remained friends with several people who first started following me on my original … Continue reading Sixth Anniversary