If you've wondered where I've been and what I've been up to, Instagram was probably a good place to start. I wasn't posting too much of the personal journey, which is ongoing, but I was active enough to make a dent in this crazy world of balancing life with social media activity. When it comes … Continue reading All The Messy Shit (At Least It’s Honest)
Poison In Lethal Doses
Don’t Shake The Bottle
I've been quiet. I am still recovering from the virus which refuses to leave, so I've spent the entire start of this year rescheduling my life. Ultimately, certain things happened to remind me I will forever be a work in progress. I thought I had worked through a very specific set of issues, but so … Continue reading Don’t Shake The Bottle
Wondering When It Gets Better
It's hard to believe tomorrow is February, but it's harder still to believe how sick I am. This virus is no joke. A few days and I'll feel better? Not so much. Third bottle of cough medicine. Insomnia and parasomnia. The overall feeling this will not go away because it was a misdiagnosis on top … Continue reading Wondering When It Gets Better
It’s All Fun And Games…
How did your year begin? I woke up on New Year's Day with laryngitis and a sore throat that made no sense. I can't tell you the last time I had both happen at the same time. It's been a long, damn time since I've had vocal issues. My voice went from nothing to a … Continue reading It’s All Fun And Games…
From One Chapter To The Next
I wanted to pause and take a moment to thank all of you for being here. We live in troubling times and our worlds are fast-paced and driven my headlines and social media. Taking a moment out of your busy day to read whatever it is I have written or shared means so much to … Continue reading From One Chapter To The Next
Don’t Come For What You Don’t Understand
Authors Note: I don't want to write this. It's way too personal, and deeply private, but I feel it is my responsibility to punch this subject matter in the face. I have to speak up. I am omitting the names of the innocent. I am protecting the people I value most. But I'm also speaking … Continue reading Don’t Come For What You Don’t Understand
I Wish I Had Words, But That Isn’t What I’ve Got
It would be great to have words on the fifteenth anniversary of my father's death, but all I've got is anger. Anger, frustration, zero tolerance for bullshit, and absolutely no patience, empathy, or compassion for humanity at large right now. Facts are facts; why sugar coat it?! While this year held many incredible and beautiful … Continue reading I Wish I Had Words, But That Isn’t What I’ve Got
Breathe Through It
I've always wondered what the hell is wrong with the majority of the people in this world. For some unknown reason, they believe caffeine, sunshine, fresh air, a glass of water, or a cup of tea will magically solve ALL of your problems. If only it were so simple! Have you ever felt better when … Continue reading Breathe Through It
Eleven Days
For some reason, the number of days hit me. December is never an easy month for me, but this year I've got more grief than usual weighing on my heart. It's unbelievably intense and heavy. I try to talk about it, and the pain seizes control of my vocal cords. It shuts me up and … Continue reading Eleven Days
