Experiencing What You Can’t Talk About

Sometimes, we go through something we cannot talk about. Something deeply private and painful. I want to share what I have been through, but it's not entirely my story to tell. To some degree, it is entirely mine, but I'm not selfish. Someone else has a vested interest in this pain, and so, I am … Continue reading Experiencing What You Can’t Talk About

Awakened

A lot has been going on. Some good, some not so good. I tell myself there's a reason for everything, but sometimes you feel grief and you're not entirely sure where to place it. Was it a good thing? Was it a horrible, tragic thing? Ultimately, I came to the decision that it fucking HURTS. … Continue reading Awakened

The Selective Silence

You read the news. You see the headlines. They are everywhere. The voices, however, are so silent, I can hear a pin drop from thirty states away. Sit in your silence. I view it as violence and selective hate. Antisemitism. It's beyond systemic. It is dangerously out of control. I'm sick of it, and I … Continue reading The Selective Silence

Spark

The past ten days has been incredibly LIFE CHANGING. I'm SO grateful to have my spark back. 🙏🏻 Whoever the fuck I was, I don't even remember her anymore. I have NO clue who I left behind, but I'm relieved. Turns out, I missed ME; the person I truly am. NOT someone else's presumptuous bullshit … Continue reading Spark

Birthday

“You were born, and with you endless possibilities―very few ever to be realized. It’s okay. Life was never about what you could do, but what you would do. ” ―Richelle E. Goodrich This year, I blinked and it was my birthday. What happened to March?! When did June end? What's that saying about how time … Continue reading Birthday

One State of Mind, and Uncontrollable Pain

There's so much I want to say, and so much I want to protect. I'll try to say what I need to, without disrupting the delicate balance between the two. Have you ever felt divinely guided in one direction, and maybe been afraid to jump? Or let me rephrase and say, were you overly cautious … Continue reading One State of Mind, and Uncontrollable Pain