Love
Memory
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MWoQW-b6Ph8 In memory of The Original Goddess Kitten, who I lost three years ago tonight. "How do I love thee? Infinity times infinity."
Beginnings, Endings, and New Beginnings
It's utterly surreal how much my life has changed in the last eight years. I set out on a specific course, reached a major fork in the road, chose a direction, a dream, and now I am starting over with a dream I've somehow managed to keep hidden in the back of my mind, all … Continue reading Beginnings, Endings, and New Beginnings
Critters
I love Cat and Kitten, but sometimes, I have no energy for their antics. Okay, most days I don't have the energy, but I digress. This morning, the antics began early, and I had about as much patience for it as I do for a KKK rally. I decided to put a little food in … Continue reading Critters
Love Doesn’t Mean…
"Love doesn't mean doing extraordinary or heroic things. It means knowing how to do ordinary things with tenderness." -Jean Vanier
Actions & Words
Last week I was struggling pretty hard and opened up to a friend. Most people run for the hills when you're blatant in your honesty with them, especially about anything difficult, but this friend showed me that I was not going to be kicked while I was down, that her arms and heart were open … Continue reading Actions & Words
No Amount Of Love…
“No amount of love can cure madness or unblacken one's dark moods. Love can help, it can make the pain more tolerable, but, always, one is beholden to medication that may or may not always work and may or may not be bearable” ―Kay Redfield Jamison
Spiritual Awakening
I woke up this morning hearing my name being called. At 4:00 a.m. I woke up screaming, mostly because I'm tired, in pain, and did not want to be disturbed. I truly wanted to wake up refreshed, even if it meant I had to take something for pain later on, I just wanted the goddamn … Continue reading Spiritual Awakening
Go Where The Love Is
Happy 4th Birthday to my little Fire Star.
Where The Hell Does The Year Go?
Where The Hell Does The Year Go? Every year I’m semi-amazed I’ve survived and gotten this far: Both in life and in the day-to-day struggle. I have a lot to be grateful for. I’ve had an incredibly rough two years. The years before that were not perfect, some were horrific in their lack of kindness, … Continue reading Where The Hell Does The Year Go?
