Month: January 2020
Depression Truths
I shared this because someone triggered me this morning, and all I feel is anger towards their neglect of me as a human-being. Let me rephrase that. They do not have the decency to treat me like a human-being, and I will be gaslighted for saying so. I was triggered via a threat. Growing up … Continue reading Depression Truths
Though I Am Often…
“Though I am often in the depths of misery, there is still calmness, pure harmony and music inside me. I see paintings or drawings in the poorest cottages, in the dirtiest corners. And my mind is driven towards these things with an irresistible momentum.” ―Vincent van Gogh
Chariot
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JkUnBPdR9RU&list=PLZoVB5SKfJMToaehkZgI6lJy6GbXiS8bg Taking it back to the beginning. We won't discuss how many copies of this CD I owned. It was borderline embarrassing, but Gavin is always worth your money. Always. I'll be replacing it, obviously. 😉
Getting Honest
I was talking to my brother recently and, on occasion, he'll say something completely on point to my internal dialogue. He doesn't know he's saying something that will spark a reaction from me, but that's okay. His head is big enough. 😉 Whenever I talk to someone who genuinely knows me and knows my heart, … Continue reading Getting Honest
After A Traumatic Experience…
“After a traumatic experience, the human system of self-preservation seems to go onto permanent alert, as if the danger might return at any moment.” ―Judith Lewis Herman Sadly, this quote speaks to me today. I had to take medication for an insane panic attack that popped up out of nowhere, and I'm trying not to … Continue reading After A Traumatic Experience…
