Run or Scatter?

2021-02-10 Miss Poison Images/Photos/Quotes, Writing Ancestry, Disgusting Behavior, Honesty, Life, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Privilege, Stephanie Bennett-Henry, Writing

Life experience has taught me, time and again, that everyone leaves eventually. I had to learn, really young, to be my own best friend and rely, as much as possible, on myself and no one else. I was thirty years old, long before ever turning thirty. It was a blessing and a curse. Early maturity … Continue reading Run or Scatter?

Stressors and Triggers

2021-02-082021-02-09 Miss Poison Images/Photos/Quotes, Writing Feelings, Images/Photos/Quotes, Musings, Poison In Lethal Doses, Stress, Triggers, Writing

I intended to write something specific today, but my mood is bringing me deep down. That's when I know I need a break, a distraction, and perhaps a six month long vacation away from daily stressors and triggers. Alas, I settled for a stack of good books. When you're writing about certain topics, it is … Continue reading Stressors and Triggers

What Are You Looking For In A Therapist?

2021-02-032021-02-04 Miss Poison Mental Health, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Writing Brutal Honesty, Medical Abuse, Medical Trauma, Mental Health, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Therapists, Therapy, Writing

You've seen the title of this piece, so let me start by saying this question has been asked of me by my doctor, and it's a long story. Overall, my best response was, "Someone who isn't an asshole. Someone who isn't going to waste my time, and someone whose office I will not leave more … Continue reading What Are You Looking For In A Therapist?

Where Did This Month Go?

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I blinked and it is January 31st. Another mindfuck. I've had a lot to say, a lot to think about, and a lot I didn't write this month. I'd start to say something and it would irk me, so I'd draft it and move on. In the meantime, I did manage to read over sixty … Continue reading Where Did This Month Go?

Writing, Reading, and Trying To Stay Focused

2021-01-12 Miss Poison Writing Books, Creativity, Focus, January, Musings, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Reading, Work, Writing

It was a bizarre first week of January, to say the least. I'm going to try not to talk about what happened at the Capitol Building because my brain is still trying to process the remnants of the act. I didn't know how much it would trigger my PTSD. Especially as someone I am familiar … Continue reading Writing, Reading, and Trying To Stay Focused

PTSD Flashbacks

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I always talk about my personal experiences when I am dealing with subject matter for #MentalHealthMonday. All forms of trauma require #Awareness. Almost four years ago, I was diagnosed with Complex PTSD. Thanks to several bad doctors and three lousy therapists post-diagnosis (My Massachusetts based experiences, only.), I struggle at times with how traumatized I … Continue reading PTSD Flashbacks

Numb Dismay

2021-01-07 Miss Poison Writing America, Anger, Dismay, Musings, Numb, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Political Turmoil, Sadness, Writing

It's hard not to be angry and numb today as an #American. I've seen a lot of ugly, racist comments made, all under the guise of, "If those people had been…" Just stop. I don't want to see ANYONE shot, choked, tear-gassed, or harmed because of one psychotic person who bought an election in this … Continue reading Numb Dismay

Discussions of Funerals and Such

2021-01-05 Miss Poison Loss, Writing COVID-19, Cultures, Customs, Family, Friends, Funerals, Grief, Honesty, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Reality, Sadness, Writing

Today is the funeral of a friend of the family who died as a result of Covid 19. My brother is there now, and there's nothing I can do except be encouraging, even though it puts me into the headspace where I relive every funeral I've ever been to. Funerals aren't usually anyone's cup of … Continue reading Discussions of Funerals and Such

Day One

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My vibe for this year is so different. I think part of it has to do with already knowing the direction I'm heading in, and knowing I can rock it. I only left a little, "up in the air". The rest is falling into place, as it's supposed to, because I did a lot of … Continue reading Day One

To Many More

2020-12-19 Miss Poison Poison In Lethal Doses, Writing 2020, 2021, Baby Steps, COVID-19, Happy Anniversary, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Readership, Thank You, Writing

I've been here for a little over six years (Eight years in total with WordPress), and I am proud of how this site has grown. I appreciate all the new readership that has come on board over the past few months, and in general. I wish I could hug all of you, and I'm not … Continue reading To Many More