It Hurts…

“It hurts to let go, to say goodbye for the final time and remain distant in your closure, it may even tear your heart out to the point of insanity; but somehow in it all you find the pieces of your worth and you start creating yourself again, and in that journey of transformation you … Continue reading It Hurts…

My Mother’s Daughter

Today is the anniversary of me losing an angel I was gifted with. A unique, perfect, pure angel. I will probably cry myself to sleep tonight because I MISS HER so much. She truly taught me how to be the best version of myself, how to be a mother, and how to be a bigger … Continue reading My Mother’s Daughter

Happy Thanksgiving 2019

  Wishing every one of you the start of a lovely holiday season. 😁 Thanksgiving is EXTREMELY controversial, for obvious reasons, but I remember family gatherings and I'm missing a LOT of people today. Thankfully, I woke up to messages from my brother and my best friend, who is the sister I always asked for. … Continue reading Happy Thanksgiving 2019

Instagram > Reality

I was stupid-ish for thinking I'd be okay post-procedure. Pain that is complex, high fevers, stomach related issues, and where did all these bruises come from? Is life even worth it? I often ask myself this question. I struggle every second of every day to survive in tact. This is NOT the life I signed … Continue reading Instagram > Reality

Tuesday Thoughts

Hello one and all. I hope you're having a great start to the week. My procedure yesterday afternoon went okay. I think I've just gotten used to it, though my anxiety was still pretty awful. Usually there's an epic migraine and so much physical pain after this treatment that I come back, feed my cats, … Continue reading Tuesday Thoughts

I Did It AGAIN

Sorry everyone. 😔 It seems as though I managed to kill the power supply for my laptop AGAIN. 🤦 Granted, the first replacement wasn't insanely expensive and almost a full two years is relatively reasonable, all things taken into consideration. I just ordered a new one. Fingers crossed it's here Monday or Tuesday. 🙏🤞 In … Continue reading I Did It AGAIN