Sometimes, I wish I still had an ounce of faith left to believe all of the positive things I post. I'm trying, but I'm also suffering and fighting, and when you're going through all of that, faith is hard to come by. But someplace, somewhere, hope resides.
Rest
Destroy The Idea
Today I needed a decompression day. I felt bad, initially, but then I realized I was running a fever and my body/health MUST be prioritized over "stuff". I far exceeded my writing goals over the past few days, so it's okay to slow down a bit and take care of myself. Health can't be negotiated … Continue reading Destroy The Idea
Exhausted To The Bone
I went to bed exhausted, I woke up more exhausted than when I originally went to bed. Lately, there never seems to be enough sleep. I found myself wanting to nod off for four hours yesterday, but when I finally committed myself to "a nap", I ended up reading for over three hours. I hadn't … Continue reading Exhausted To The Bone
Greetings From Enduring Pain
The title seemed witty when I wrote it, but now it seems bloody pathetic. I hope everyone is having an easy start to March. Mine involved ice and snow. However, in the midst of all that, the bunnies have returned and my yard was FULL of a wide array of birds yesterday. There were some … Continue reading Greetings From Enduring Pain
Sick & Tired
I am sick & tired. Mostly of being both of the aforementioned. Because I have Fibromyalgia, my body responds differently to the weather and a lot of other external things that I, personally, cannot control. I have heightened senses, so a lot of smells make me sick and I often have to retreat to my … Continue reading Sick & Tired
