What to say? Oh, what to say? This is a challenging week, and it's only Wednesday. My blood pressure has been through the roof from stress since last week. Medication gets taken as needed, and then I get sleepy. Under normal circumstances, my blood pressure is always normal, unless you piss me off. Needless to … Continue reading What To Say?
Honesty
I Go Through Phases
I don't know anyone that doesn't feel like this at times. It's a delicate balance.
“…A Friend”
"...a friend makes you want to do a happy dance, because a friend is someone who loves you in spite of your faults." -Charles Schultz Unfortunately, with some of mine you also don't need enemies. 😦
I’d Hoped For A Thunderstorm
For every weather site and app that predicted thunderstorms last night into today; I am not happy with you. Deliver your predictions, lest people start believing that you "cold read" the weather to begin with and aren't actually looking at all the colorful charts and fancy equipment you like to show us and claim is … Continue reading I’d Hoped For A Thunderstorm
Sleep Interrupted
I was in bed last night right after The Blacklist ended (If you don't watch this show, you should. I never intended for it to become something I watch, but the pilot had me hooked from day one.). I flew up the steps, washed my face, brushed my teeth, and after double-checking cat bowls, got … Continue reading Sleep Interrupted
Don’t Give In
“Don't give in to your fears. If you do, you won't be able to talk to your heart.” ―Paulo Coelho
Don’t Use…
Originally, I had something funny planned for today. Then I saw this, and it made me realize that the message behind this is far more important than my being humorous. I cried the last time someone told me they'd lost a baby, so if you're a parent and your child/children drive you crazy, take a … Continue reading Don’t Use…
Long Days, Short Nights
The days are way too long. The nights are too fucking short. Sleep is hard to come by, but man, I'm trying. I was raised to believe that doing your best is "enough", providing it is truly "your best". I suffer from "Superwoman Syndrome". This is a real thing. I'm an overachiever that has this … Continue reading Long Days, Short Nights
Spiritual Awakening
I woke up this morning hearing my name being called. At 4:00 a.m. I woke up screaming, mostly because I'm tired, in pain, and did not want to be disturbed. I truly wanted to wake up refreshed, even if it meant I had to take something for pain later on, I just wanted the goddamn … Continue reading Spiritual Awakening
Hard Work Makes Me Sleepy
This morning I said that I would push myself to work on this manuscript. I've revised portions of it so many times that it's caused me to not go further into the manuscript than I normally would at this particular point in time. That irritates me, but my client is pleased and said she'd rather … Continue reading Hard Work Makes Me Sleepy
Written by LISA MARINO-Molchanova 