Out Of Sorts, And Then Some…

2017-01-14 Miss Poison Depression, Honesty, Life, Migraines, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Sadness, Writing Anger, Cat and Kitten, Depression, Difficulties, Honesty, Life, Love, Migraines, Misery, People, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Rage, Suffering, Unhappiness, Writing

I'd like to thank the two people who reached out to me with messages of encouragement, respect, and kindness after my last post about how horrible I am feeling (My feelings have only worsened.). Steven & Tasha; your words genuinely helped me and, from the bottom of my heart, they meant the world to me. … Continue reading Out Of Sorts, And Then Some…

The Ledge

2017-01-09 Miss Poison Depression, Feelings, Fibromyalgia, Honesty, January, Life, Mental Health, Mondays, Pain, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Writing Anger, Depression, Emotions, Fibromyalgia, Frustration, Honesty, Pain, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Stress, Unhappiness, Writing

I'm on the verge of letting go today. There's no way to pretty it up or sugar-coat the amount of pain I am in, both physically and emotionally. I've had enough. Reached the boiling point. Feel as though I am trapped in a maze of never-ending bullshit, and I cannot take another second of this. … Continue reading The Ledge

An Open Letter To The “Person” Who Hurt My Brother

2016-11-05 Miss Poison Abuse, Anger, Honesty, Life, My Brother, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Writing Anger, Honesty, My Brother, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Rage, Writing

An Open Letter To The "Person" Who Hurt My Brother Let's pretend, for a second, that I don't know who you are. I'd simply hunt you down slowly and throw you to a pack of wolves. I wouldn't shed a tear. My tolerance level for such behavior is nil. However, I know precisely who you … Continue reading An Open Letter To The “Person” Who Hurt My Brother

Flaring

Image 2016-10-25 Miss Poison Anger, Fibromyalgia, Images/Photos/Quotes Anger, Fibro Flares, Fibromyalgia, Images/Photos/Quotes, My Brother

Today's flare-up is brought to me by my brother. I am thisclose (not a typo, it's intentional) to cutting him out of my life completely. He is so fucking selfish sometimes and refuses to understand that getting quality rest determines my days and nights, and pain levels. When I tell someone at 6:00 PM or … Continue reading Flaring

Many People Say They’re Empty

Image 2016-10-06 Miss Poison Honesty, Images/Photos/Quotes, Pieces Of Me Anger, Empty, Fears, Full, Heart, Honesty, Hope, Images/Photos/Quotes, Love, Memories, Peace

For Me…

Quote 2016-09-09 Miss Poison Quotes Anger, Compassion, Luck, Music, Pain, Paula Cole, Quotes

"For me music is a vehicle to bring our pain to the surface, getting it back to that humble and tender spot where, with luck, it can lose its anger and become compassion again." -Paula Cole

One Day Too Many

2016-08-22 Miss Poison Anger, Honesty, Musings, My Brother, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Writing Anger, Being Pushed Too Far, Family, Honesty, Missing Persons, My Brother, People, Poison In Lethal Doses, Rage, The Crap I Deal With, Writing

If you've never had a loved one go missing; you're damn lucky. If you've never lost anyone close to you, especially a family member, you are luckier still. I have spent most of my life watching family members leave this plane of existence for another. I've written too many eulogies and speeches not to feel … Continue reading One Day Too Many

Chained

2016-08-14 Miss Poison Honesty, Life, Musings, Negativity, Pieces Of Me, Questions, Writing Anger, Chained, Fibromyalgia, Honesty, Life, Migraines, Musings, Pain, People, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Struggles, Writing

Part of falling apart means picking up the pieces, even if "the pieces" are, in essence, yourself. It's not an easy step. In fact, it is being made far worse for me by external forces; all fighting to control me because something is lacking in their lives. When you are forced to rebuild your life, … Continue reading Chained

Taking All The Anger And Hatred

Quote 2016-08-07 Miss Poison Quotes Anger, Hatred, Healing, Life, Love, Quotes, Revenge, Wayne Dyer

"Taking all the anger and hatred that is standing in your way and replacing it with love is the most healing thing you can do. Fill your soul with love, rather than anger and so many things will change in your life. None of us needs revenge, but we all need love. It is all … Continue reading Taking All The Anger And Hatred