https://www.bostonglobe.com/metro/2018/10/20/for-many-struggle-find-affordable-mental-health-care/
I read the full article in Sunday’s Globe. This article pissed me off SO MUCH.
https://www.bostonglobe.com/metro/2018/10/20/for-many-struggle-find-affordable-mental-health-care/
I read the full article in Sunday’s Globe. This article pissed me off SO MUCH.

When I captured this the other night, my mini-me was settling in for the night. Normally she will not look directly at the camera when the flash goes off, so you’re not seeing that her eyes are actually green. You might notice, though, that all of her whiskers are black, except for one,and that white whisker is incredibly long. My previous Tortie had white whiskers on one side and black on the other. They’re such unique creatures. Every time I see one, I want to keep it with me and keep it safe. They would all need collars with their names on them because even if siblings, they will never look the same.
I’ve had a rough year and a half. My stats are a sign of decline in health and an increase in daily pain, but I haven’t stopped taking photos and trying to document specific moments in my life. I will probably challenge myself to a Black & White photo challenge for a few months as of 2019. I think it would be interesting and fun to do that for more than just a week. I’ve already committed to a “Winter White” challenge for my manicures on my beauty blog. Fingers crossed.
I hope everyone had a relaxing weekend. I’m on my way to bed, but thought I’d say a few words other than “Yes, it’s fucking cold as hell here.” The temperature dropped like the cops were chasing it. Hoping I can fill out my absentee ballot tomorrow and get it into the mail. I figure that gives it plenty of time to go three miles up the road. 😉
Be well, everyone. I will be back soon.
“Gone are the living, but the dead remain, and not forgotten; for a hand unseen, still scatters rain, keeping their graves and remembrance green.” –Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
[Intro]
Sometimes I wonder what is the meaning of this life
I found the price of love and lost my mind
I will forgive them all of my wrongs and my rights
I’d do it all again and won’t think twice, won’t think twice
[Verse 1]
Are you devil? Are you angel?
Am I heaven? Am I hell?
I can barely find the proof to save myself
Are you water? Are you fire?
Are you filthy? Are you pure?
Oh, I thought by now I’d know
But I’m not sure
[Pre-Chorus]
Well, you’re no angel
I never asked you to be
You’re my danger ’cause that’s just what I need
But it still hurts me
[Chorus]
Well, sometimes I wonder what is the meaning of my life
I found the price of love and lost my mind
I will forgive them all of my wrongs and my rights
I’d do it all again and won’t think twice
Won’t think twice
[Verse 2]
My forever and my end
My forgiveness and my sin
I have sacrificed the most of my youth
Is it treason? Is it true?
That the worst I won’t undo
Only enemy I have in love is you
[Pre-Chorus]
Well, you’re no angel
I never asked you to be
You’re my danger ’cause that’s just what I need
But it still hurts me
[Chorus]
Well, sometimes I wonder what is the meaning of my life
I found the price of love and lost my mind
Oh, I will forgive them all of my wrongs and my rights
I’d do it all again and won’t think twice, no
Won’t think twice
[Outro]
Were you devil? Were you angel?
It’s too late to change my mind
I would do it all again and not think twice
By no means am I telling anyone who to vote for or pushing you in any direction, but I do hope you will vote. It’s important, and if you’re female, people have fought for your right to vote, so don’t sit at home and make excuses. Get to the polls. I have already received by absentee ballot and it’s going into the mail next week. If you’re mad, and by God, you should be, vote them out.

A friend shared this with me on Instagram. It’s on a bridge in Queens, New York and was captured by Jonny Lee Miller, the incredibly talented actor who plays Sherlock Holmes on Elementary, which airs on CBS.
I have an AMAZING friend who is helping me through a rough time and we’ve talked a lot about transformation and focusing solely on our goals, in order to attract the right people, things, and situations to us. We’ve talked about persistence as I endure the tragic loss of a person who is still alive, but who has permanently damaged the relationship I once thought unbreakable.
Maybe that’s why this speaks to me the way it does. Here’s hoping it speaks to you, too.
“I didn’t expect to recover from my second operation but since I did, I consider that I’m living on borrowed time. Every day that dawns is a gift to me and I take it in that way. I accept it gratefully without looking beyond it. I completely forget my physical suffering and all the unpleasantness of my present condition and I think only of the joy of seeing the sun rise once more and of being able to work a little bit, even under difficult conditions.” ―Henri Matisse
There was lots to see as people prepare for Halloween and Thanksgiving (I can’t believe I just typed that! Where has the year gone?!). It was extremely busy. There was a Hay Maze, fresh Apple Cider Donuts (Second year in a row I didn’t cave and buy one, or six. I feel slightly proud of this.), and a lot of other food-related things going on, so on occasion, my finger was somehow in the way on certain shots. I apologize, but thought I’d share all the uniqueness of the day. Sundays at the farm aren’t usually this colorful.
This song is AMAZING. I did not expect such an incredible vocal range from this particular artist, but DAMN. He’s gotten better. Looking forward to his new album which comes out on 10/26. 🙂