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Sunday Night

I received a disturbing, difficult medical diagnosis Friday evening. I’ve felt a myriad of emotions since hearing the words. I’m not dying and it’s not the end of the world, but you wouldn’t be human if it didn’t affect you.
One of my best friends told me “Look at it this way; Your body needs you to take care of you. You’ve done so much for others for SO LONG and you’ve been through SO MUCH. This is a reminder to slow down and put yourself first.” I can’t argue with her logic. But yeah, I’m upset. I’ve worked hard NOT to hear this specific diagnosis, even though I suspected it would happen at some point. It turns out that even when you’d like for it to, your intuition DOESN’T lie.
I hope everyone had a less stressful weekend than I did. I’m an OCD basket case. 😦 But this, too, I’ll navigate to the best of my ability.
Goodnight, everyone!
I Want To Inspire People

I’m doing my best.
Never Wish Them Pain

Hi, everyone. I fulled intend to share more with you today, but I’ve been sick since yesterday (sick enough that I called my doctor!), and today I woke up with the migraine from hell. I’m doing my best just to get through this day and, hopefully, enjoy parts of my weekend. Of course, the entire neighborhood has decided to become louder than a marching band while I try to keep my head from exploding. Figures.
Wishing everyone a relaxing, restful, illness and pain-free day, and weekend ahead.
Destroy The Idea

Today I needed a decompression day. I felt bad, initially, but then I realized I was running a fever and my body/health MUST be prioritized over “stuff”. I far exceeded my writing goals over the past few days, so it’s okay to slow down a bit and take care of myself. Health can’t be negotiated on. It’s more important than most people will ever realize.
A Lot Of People

Goodbye 2017
There will be times when, to address certain issues, I will have to look back on this year and handle things that pain me. I would love to make a clean break, but as we all know, there are so many things that define us and shape our future selves.
I am praying hard for 2018 to be a better year in every way possible. Wishing you all a happy, healthy, and safe New Year!





