Grief
Experiencing What You Can’t Talk About
Sometimes, we go through something we cannot talk about. Something deeply private and painful. I want to share what I have been through, but it's not entirely my story to tell. To some degree, it is entirely mine, but I'm not selfish. Someone else has a vested interest in this pain, and so, I am … Continue reading Experiencing What You Can’t Talk About
Awakened
A lot has been going on. Some good, some not so good. I tell myself there's a reason for everything, but sometimes you feel grief and you're not entirely sure where to place it. Was it a good thing? Was it a horrible, tragic thing? Ultimately, I came to the decision that it fucking HURTS. … Continue reading Awakened
The Two Week Mark
“Do not stand at my grave and weep, I am not there, I do not sleep.I am in a thousand winds that blow, I am the softly falling snow.I am the gentle showers of rain, I am the fields of ripening grain.I am in the morning hush, I am in the graceful rushOf beautiful birds … Continue reading The Two Week Mark
I Can’t Believe This Needs To Be Said
It's all black spots around my vision right now. The entire week has been a struggle and a daze for me. Yes, I've shared a few things on social media this week and made sure my website was updated; but that doesn't mean I'm all right! I'll respond to people when I can. I will … Continue reading I Can’t Believe This Needs To Be Said
Three
“La tristesse durera toujours." [The sadness will last forever.] ―Vincent van Gogh The past four plus days have been a nightmare. First, I ignored a very obvious death sign. I won't explain it since most people are not believers, but it shakes me to my core. Between Thursday and Sunday, I lost three people. Two … Continue reading Three
This Is Where We Are 💔
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yz_j7nVCJJ0 Almost fifteen years later, and this song still hits me the same way. I'm surprised the lyrics aren't tattooed on my back! Today feels incredibly heavy and I don't know when that will stop.
