With Love

2018-01-172018-01-17 Miss Poison In Memory In Memory, Loss, Love, Pain

"Your life was a blessing, your memory a treasure. You are loved beyond words and missed beyond measure." -Unknown "When someone you love becomes a memory, the memory becomes a treasure". You were everything to me for nearly eighteen years. My heart is heavy today, as I look up at the box containing your ashes, a … Continue reading With Love

He Is Not Dead

Quote 2017-11-15 Miss Poison In Memory, Quotes In Memory, James Whitcomb Riley, Loss, Quotes

“I cannot say, and I will not say That he is dead. He is just away. With a cheery smile, and a wave of the hand, He has wandered into an unknown land And left us dreaming how very fair It needs must be, since he lingers there. And you—oh you, who the wildest yearn … Continue reading He Is Not Dead

May You Never Be Broken Again

Video 2016-12-18 Miss Poison Adult Orphans, Dad, In Memory, Music Alter Bridge, Blackbird by Alter Bridge, Dad, In Memoriam, Music

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rCR3eWYt7tw In memoria di mio padre. This is the first year I've been able to hear this without crying.

Count Your Achievements

Image 2016-09-29 Miss Poison Achievements, Dreams, Images/Photos/Quotes, In Memory Achievements, Dreams, In Memoriam, Shimon Peres

Some People, They Can’t Just Move On…

Quote 2015-07-08 Miss Poison Honesty, In Memory, Pieces Of Me, Quotes Honesty, In Memory, Mourning, My Grandfather, Pieces Of Me, Quotes, Sarah Dessen

“Some people, they can’t just move on, you know, mourn and cry and be done with it. Or at least seem to be. But for me… I don’t know. I didn’t want to fix it, to forget. It wasn’t something that was broken. It’s just…something that happened. And like that hole, I’m just finding ways, … Continue reading Some People, They Can’t Just Move On…

Mother & Daughter

2015-05-17 Miss Poison Adult Orphans, In Memory, Motherless Daughters, My Mother, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Relationships, Strength, Writing Best Friends, Friendship, Honesty, In Memory, My Mother, Poison In Lethal Doses, Relationships, Writing

First friend; best friend. The reason I am who I am. The person who encouraged me never to follow, but always to lead. Guide-post. Lighthouse. Anchor. Part angel, part saint. The best listener. Could always see the best in me, even when I didn't believe there was any. Teacher of so much. Giver of books, … Continue reading Mother & Daughter

Spiritual Awakening

2015-03-302015-03-30 Miss Poison Belief, Books, Death, Experience, Faith, Family, Honesty, In Memory, Intuition, Life, Loss, Love, Musings, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Spirituality, Writing Books, Death, Faith, Family, Honesty, Loss, Love, Numerology, One Last Time by John Edward, Spirits, Spirituality, Symbols, The Afterlife, Writing

I woke up this morning hearing my name being called. At 4:00 a.m. I woke up screaming, mostly because I'm tired, in pain, and did not want to be disturbed. I truly wanted to wake up refreshed, even if it meant I had to take something for pain later on, I just wanted the goddamn … Continue reading Spiritual Awakening

Grief Is

2014-12-23 Miss Poison Dad, Death, Emotions, Feelings, Grief/Grieving, Honesty, In Memory, Pieces Of Me, Poison In Lethal Doses, Respect, Survival, The Holiday Season, Writing Being Real, Dad, Grieving, Honesty, Loss, Poison In Lethal Doses, Writing

Grief is like a snowflake? If you want to be poetic about it, okay. If you want to be honest about it, which I am going to be, grief is a demonic fucker that sneaks up on you when you least expect it. I buried my father seven years ago today. The morning of the … Continue reading Grief Is

Seven Years

2014-12-18 Miss Poison Dad, Growth, Honesty, In Memory, Life, Loss, Pieces Of Me, Writing Blackbird by Alter Bridge, Dad, Honesty, In Memory, Life, Loss, Music, Pieces Of Me, Writing

Seven years can change everything. I walked out of the house the other day and for the first time, I did not have issues about this moment. It's not about 'coming to terms', but maybe it's about 'coming to a new place'. Maybe it is a sign that my soul has learned how to handle this … Continue reading Seven Years

There Is A Place…

Image 2014-11-152014-11-15 Miss Poison Family, Generosity, Images/Photos/Quotes, In Memory, Inspiration, Life, Light, Love, Pieces Of Me, Reflection, Strength Images/Photos/Quotes, In Memory, Inspiration, Love, Michael David Virtue, My Uncle

In Memory of my Uncle, who passed away suddenly three years ago. Today would have been his 62nd birthday. If anyone lived life to the fullest and gave with his whole heart, it was him. He was my guide post for so much in my life, and for that I will forever be grateful. RMP … Continue reading There Is A Place…