In memoria di mio padre.
This is the first year I’ve been able to hear this without crying.
In memoria di mio padre.
This is the first year I’ve been able to hear this without crying.
Seven years can change everything.
I walked out of the house the other day and for the first time, I did not have issues about this moment. It’s not about ‘coming to terms’, but maybe it’s about ‘coming to a new place’. Maybe it is a sign that my soul has learned how to handle this from year to year.
Seven years… It can change how you see the world, how you see yourself, how you see your relationships, and how you see the future.
I have hardened. I have softened. I have strengthened. I have focused on myself, and I have grown. I see how much growth from last year to today.
I have fought battles, and won. I have fought battles that weren’t worth fighting, and walked away unscathed. I have tended wounds, and worked on scars. I have loved and been loved. I have seen beauty, and I have seen the dark underbelly.
I have accomplished things people told me I would never attain on my own. I have risen out of the ashes, as the infinite phoenix of my own destiny. Most importantly, I have stood on my own two feet. No matter where life takes me, I know who I am. I know my worth and value.
In Memory of my father, who knows why these things are all so very important.
…May You Never Be Broken Again.
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