I’m trying so fucking hard, but man, I have no idea what the hell is keeping me going. Yesterday was such a battle and I’m afraid of a new day, mainly because I blacked out twice yesterday. Unfortunately, my appointment can’t be moved up because I’m a new patient, so I just have to pray that I’ll get answers next month, or at the very least, some new ideas.

Here’s hoping today is a better day, in every way.